That sucked....

Had this nice long post written up and *poof* it's gone! STH! And I don't have the energy or desire to write it all again. Ugh! Let's see if I can try and remember some of what I wrote. Tonight I'm supposed to hit BW3 with some of my friends. Should be a good night as long as I stay in a good mood. Lately I've been stressed out or worn out...one of the 2. I can just feel it and it's not good. In fact Wednesday when I was out it hit me. Granted at that time I had been drinking for about 6 hours but still it wasn't good. I think I just got overtired and it just went from there. But anyway usually like on Wednesdays our group has a normal night out. Sometimes we hit this one bar before (Scalpers) and then Johnny Malloys for karaoke. It's a lot of fun. And yes I do sing songs. I'm okay with it. But anyway...since then I guess some other friends of mine have noticed I've been kind of quiet lately. Not too hard since they are used to me being hyper, goofy, silly and kind of the entertainment of the night. I tend to forget that some people haven't ever seen my quiet side so it's a lot more obvious to them when I'm bothered by something or not feeling right.

Anyway that's why this weekend I want to just relax. If the weather is okay I think I might just go to the beach and just enjoy the view for a while or do something that just is relaxing and I can kind of unwind. We'll see if that actually works out or not. Although I can't complain really about people noticing when I don't seem to be myself. I mean it shows they care and it beats no one noticing or giving a damn, right? LOL I think my other problem is I've got a lot on my mind...some important things that I'm really thinking over and trying to figure out what's best to do. So I think I'm just wearing myself out too much. But I'll get back on track.

I really hate that I lost the entry I had written before this one. It was better and wasn't me trying to remember what I had previously written. Oh well. Did I mention I sooo want to go back to Vegas?? And damn my brother because he's going next week for like 5 days! Then another one of my friends is going back this month! Right now I'm thinking that I may try to hit Vegas in like 6 to 8 months...like use my tax money towards it and just go have some fun. Anyone up for it? Let me know and we can plan out something. I'm serious cause I do want to go back especially now that I slightly know my way around it. LOL Oh well let me wrap this up and actually get back to work. TGIF!