Party #3 and I'm just worn out...
This might be a quicky since here shortly I need to start throwing my costume on again since I'm going to a bar tonight for a Halloween party which will be #3. So far I've gotten good feedback on my costume. Even some of my friends think I should dye my hair darker because of it. Well I can't say my mood is totally better then it has been. There's still just so much stuff going on in my mind. I've been on an emotional roller coaster and Tim has been on it with me as well so as usual I'm trying to push aside my own issues to help him. And there's just so much stuff coming up left and right. And most situations I'm just like okay someone come here and help me out cause I'm lost. Even Tim's been confused with some of them so it's like okay let's just go with the flow and see what happens. But today has been a long day.
I had softball this morning and my goodness I just had no energy for it. I was just like ugh. Have you ever been like that where you just feel so drained? Plus I'm so frustrated with the way I'm hitting and playing lately. Although I did have one nice hit today. I wanted to hit to right field and I did. But beyond that...the rest was not very good even though I did get on base most of the times that I batted. But sadly the season is coming to an end.
Yeah anyone want to help me with a blood transfer?? I'm gonna need it for my birthday!! Tim's set to get me trashed. And even last night at the bar this one server was talking to me and saying how out of all the times up there he's never seen me trashed. I was like I'm buzzed right now and told him all I had to drink. I joked that in 2 weeks he'd see me trashed and told him why. He was nice enough to offer to help out by throwing out the fact that he'd buy me a shot of Cabo Wabo, for non drinkers that would be a nice shot of tequila. I was like gee thanks. I'm like give me a blood transfer because I am soo going to need it cause after that weekend my blood is going to be nothing but pure alcohol! And to make it worse that Sunday we have our first playoff game for softball. Not sure how I'm going to pull that off except I do plan on doing my major drinking on Friday night and not Saturday. LOL Although that doesn't mean that Tim, Nikki, Joe, Josh and anyone else helping me celebrate will be nice enough to allow that to happen. They might have other plans.
Well right now half of my family is living it up in Florida for a week at Disney World at the Army's resort down there, Shades of Green. I'm 50/50 on whether I'm bummed about not going. It would be nice to be in Florida and just kick back for the week but I'll have a blast here and I already have with last night and I know I will tonight. Plus I honestly right now need some time to myself without anyone bugging me so hopefully I can get things sorted out in my life and get back on track. But oh well let me wrap this up since I do need to eat dinner before tonight. Sorry but I don't do the empty stomach drinking...pure stupidity to do that.
I had softball this morning and my goodness I just had no energy for it. I was just like ugh. Have you ever been like that where you just feel so drained? Plus I'm so frustrated with the way I'm hitting and playing lately. Although I did have one nice hit today. I wanted to hit to right field and I did. But beyond that...the rest was not very good even though I did get on base most of the times that I batted. But sadly the season is coming to an end.
Yeah anyone want to help me with a blood transfer?? I'm gonna need it for my birthday!! Tim's set to get me trashed. And even last night at the bar this one server was talking to me and saying how out of all the times up there he's never seen me trashed. I was like I'm buzzed right now and told him all I had to drink. I joked that in 2 weeks he'd see me trashed and told him why. He was nice enough to offer to help out by throwing out the fact that he'd buy me a shot of Cabo Wabo, for non drinkers that would be a nice shot of tequila. I was like gee thanks. I'm like give me a blood transfer because I am soo going to need it cause after that weekend my blood is going to be nothing but pure alcohol! And to make it worse that Sunday we have our first playoff game for softball. Not sure how I'm going to pull that off except I do plan on doing my major drinking on Friday night and not Saturday. LOL Although that doesn't mean that Tim, Nikki, Joe, Josh and anyone else helping me celebrate will be nice enough to allow that to happen. They might have other plans.
Well right now half of my family is living it up in Florida for a week at Disney World at the Army's resort down there, Shades of Green. I'm 50/50 on whether I'm bummed about not going. It would be nice to be in Florida and just kick back for the week but I'll have a blast here and I already have with last night and I know I will tonight. Plus I honestly right now need some time to myself without anyone bugging me so hopefully I can get things sorted out in my life and get back on track. But oh well let me wrap this up since I do need to eat dinner before tonight. Sorry but I don't do the empty stomach drinking...pure stupidity to do that.

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