It's a new year...yeah!

That yeah really isn't as peppy as you might think. I know it's been a while since I wrote in here. Just really haven't had anything exciting to write about. I mean sure I could write the usual that I went to work and hated it and can't wait to get a new job. I could also recap the usual bar nights out but just haven't had the desire to even write about that. It's all been the usual really. I go to work and then come home and some nights I end up at the bar with friends and have more drinks then I mean to in the first place. Which this year I am really going to do my hardest to cut back on drinking so much. I know to some people that's like what the hell? But honestly I want to get back to the time when I could go out and only have say 3 drinks in a night and be fine with that. I don't want to always be at the bar trying to get buzzed or drunk like I started to become the end of last year. I spent way too much money at the bars and really to move along more in my life I need to stop spending so much. And trust me I spend more money then some people probably even realize.

So I spent the New Years actually at home watching some movies. I had like 2 vodka and red bulls at home but that was the extent of my drinking New Years Eve night. I got some text messages from friends wishing me a Happy New Year and then got a few phone calls from drunk friends which is always cool to have. Plus I just had to laugh as with 2 of the phone calls I actually got to hear from a total of 4 people since each person who called passed the phone off to someone else I knew. A friend who I haven't seen in a while was saying we have to have a drink together sometime soon. He also said something else but I wasn't sure if I heard him right or not. I guess time will tell on that one.

I'm just ready for this new year and ready to try and make the changes that I need to make. There are things I know I want in my life and now I just need to motivate myself to get them. I'm really going to push myself and try to get everything I want and work towards the things I can't get as easily. Hopefully in the end it'll all be worth it and I'll enjoy 2006 even more then I enjoyed 2005.