Not sure what to do....

I know blogs are public...at least on this site anyway. And it's true I hold back when writing in here and open up in another blog I have that no one knows about...but still. I still wanted to hold back on who all knew this blog was here...especially people that know me. There have been some things in here that I don't want the whole world to know...like my depression. And granted I have to take the blame for the most part on this since I never told people to keep this place a secret from others. I mean it's kind of one thing if someone tracks it down...but I guess I'm just kind of pissed because it was purposely given to someone. And it was given to that someone so they could write what I had written about them. Granted it wasn't really anything bad. I wasn't calling them some names or anything like that but...it was my thoughts and not something I wanted that person to know.

They didn't tell me who had showed them the link but the thing is...there's only like 4 people that know the link to this blog. And I know 2 people wouldn't have showed it. Supposedly the person who read it doesn't still have the link and only read that one entry...but I don't know. Now I just kind of feel like I'm unsure if I should still open up in here or if I need to censor what I say from now on and save it all for my private blog. I don't know. Maybe this is only bothering me right now because I'm overtired, a bit sick, stressed out and in general just on the verge of a bad mood. I'll sleep on it and think about it.