Still alive...

Yep I'm still around even though it's been a while since I last updated. I figured I'd muster up the energy to write something especially after being harassed by someone a little bit about it (hey Mjet! hehe). I guess I just haven't felt like there was anything that exciting going on for me to write an entry. Life has pretty much been the same as it usually is. I go to work and I go out with friends from time to time. Although I have cut back on how much I go out. Lately it's only been like maybe once a week instead of the old 2 or 3 times a week. I guess in a small way I've kind of being getting burned out from all the drama and BS that has started to go on. Not saying I'm 100% innocent of it, but regardless it was getting old. Even when I was trying to be the bigger person I had people running their mouths and starting stuff with me. But most of that really isn't worth getting into anymore then I already have.

Softball season is around the corner. I've got a lot of work to do for that. I need to get contact information from my one brother so I can see who all is playing again this year. Then I need to get a hold of the league and get a copy of the information for it since my brother's wife had thrown out the copy they got. Then I also need to call 2 other people to see if they are running teams this year and if they are having me play on those teams. I hope so because that would give me 3 leagues to play in this summer which I'd love. Regardless I need to get in gear with that especially since I think I'll end up needing to recruit a few people for my team. I just know I want to play. Winning is cool but I mostly just want to play regardless of whether my team wins or not. Hopefully it'll all work out the way I want it to. If not it could end up being a really long summer for me. In fact I'd probably go insane if I don't have any softball this summer. After so many years of playing on 2 leagues in the summer and 1 or 2 in the fall it would be hard not to have softball in my life. Yikes! We're not even going to think about that.

The love life is still pretty much non-existant for me. I've been talking to someone but I don't know. I guess I'm just at that point in my life where I really want to be sure of even giving something a chance. I don't want to waste my time on anything especially if right away I feel it won't go anywhere. Right or wrong that's pretty much my approach to it right now. I think it's also the fact that I don't want to settle. I'm pretty much aware of what I want in a guy and I deserve that so I'm just being picky in some ways. I'm confident it'll happen when the time is right and I'll find that right person. I just wish the right time would get here sooner rather then later.