Yes I am still alive and kicking. Unfortunately I've been distracted with drama that takes me all the way back to high school? No wait...middle school? Nah, I'd say elementary school might be a better option for this drama. Speaking of that...Will you know that even as powerful as I am...I can't control that BS. LOL Hell if I could I would have waved my wand a long time ago and made some of those people disappear and made the world a better place at the same time. I guess the old saying of..."the more things change the more they stay the same" is true. Even when you grow up you still at times have to deal with that childish BS that was around you as a kid from time to time. Some people just deal with less of it then others. I'm working on getting to the point where I deal with less of it. I have no problem cutting people out of my life to make it easier. Life is tough enough on people as it is without dealing with people trying to cause trouble for you or trying to make your life hell. I give people credit to be smart enough to make up their own mind about me. If people want to allow the opinions of others to influence them then it's their loss, not mine. I know the type of person I am and the friend I am to my friends. Cocky or not...I've done my best job to be one hell of a friend to all my friends. Always being there if they need someone to talk to. Always listening to their problems and trying to help them. Going out of my way for them and really just trying to do all I can. Don't get me wrong...I have my own faults as well and flaws that I have to work on. But I just know the good outweighs the bad when it comes to me.

One thing that does suck is people can hear things and then not really be open to hearing the explanation of what happened. I think you should always give someone the chance to explain themselves and truly be open to it especially if your information is nothing but basically easydropped information passed onto you. But whatever...I'm not going to let things bring me down for no reason.

I'm looking forward to March. I know about 5 people with birthdays this month. I swear there is a birthday just about every week. Plus I've got a concert to go to, which is actually a birthday present for my dad. It's just going to be a crazy but fun month. Oh well back to work I go.