Monday, November 01, 2004

Small correction...


I realized I have to make a correction from my little 411 entry. I don't know what I was thinking when I wrote the part about my love life. The other day something sparked in my mind and I went back to read it again and realized I was kind of out of my mind when I wrote it. The one bouncer is into me true...but it's one sided cause I don't want him. You could say a lot of my love life (if you call it that) is a lot of flirting with some guys I know. It's all just harmless playful flirting. Which is probably for the best since there's someone else that truly has my main interest, but then again that person isn't around right now. Not sure that would matter though since I have to respect the fact that he sees us as just friends. Do I wish he thought differently? Yeah I do but I'll settle for him being a part of my life as a friend because he's a great person and we have a lot of fun when we're around each other or talking to one another. It's kind of like that saying goes about how you'd rather have someone in your life as a friend then not have them in your life at all.


But my love life is one that I keep finding myself in situations where for one reason or another it just never goes anywhere. I don't know if I end up doing something to screw up my chances or what. Maybe it's just that the timing is never right. At times I've found those people that seem to think I'm too good for them (which sidenote to people who may think that in their lives about someone who is into them...there is no such thing! You always deserve the best so go for it!!). Or I get those ones that are into me and I'm just like yeah thanks but I'll keep looking. Or then there are those situations that you just can't figure out what the heck is up and why it's not working out for whatever reason.


So right now I'm single and just trying to enjoy life and pass the time until that right person comes into my life or the time becomes right for it work if that person is already a part of my life. Because you never know. I mean the right person could already be someone in your life that you pass on a daily basis it just might not be the right time yet. So for now we'll just keep doing what we do best...being me.


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