Yep another year older...

Yep I'm another year older and I do feel it a little. Then again this past weekend has caught up with me. What did I do. Thursday I went out and honestly I can't even remember what time I got home. I don't think I closed out the bar but close to it. Friday definitely close out the bar and then sat around Tim's house talking to him and Josh until about 6:30 in the morning when I finally said enough was enough and went to bed. I got back up around 11:15. Smart huh?? Saturday was just a blur and by 6 I was getting ready to head back to another bar for my one softball team's like end of the season party so it was back to drinking again. Left that party and headed to a bar near my house and sat around with Josh and 2 of my brothers just talking and chatting. Tim showed up and then my friend John showed up. Hmm, girls are bad at showing up considering all the girls flaked out. I was pretty hammered that night. Made a porn store run since Tim wanted to stop there and always forgets how to get there from Panini's. LOL After that I got to see SFB since he's back in town for his R&R and we just...hung out...for a few hours. Then I went to softball and did that for a while. Then Sunday was out for a little bit more and going to a wrestling show with my dad and Josh. Then Monday was supposed to be chilling and winding down but Josh's bus got changed so he wasn't leaving till Tuesday so bright me decided to hit a bar again. Haha! We stayed at the bar till about 1 and then went to a strip club for whatever reason. {shrugs} When other people are buying the drinks it's a little hard to complain plus I'm comfortable with my sexuality to be in a strip club and not be freaked out. Then I went home and crashed at about 3.

You can see why I'm tired now. And guess what??? Yep in about 2 hours or so I'll be heading to the bar again. But I won't be drinking much since I got work tomorrow morning. Then hitting the Grid tomorrow night with Tim, maybe Nikki and Joe and maybe SFB. I need a nap but there's no time for one and that's not a good thing. See when I get overtired that's when it becomes a problem for me because my mind just plays with me. And right now it's doing just that. But I won't get into that especially since I know it's from being overtired. I try not to really put my thoughts to words until I know there's some truth behind it.

Well I was going to write more but...I really don't have the energy too and I need to do some more things before I head out tonight. Plus I want to think some things through some more.