Weekend is almost over...yeah in some ways!
Today was softball day and I sucked all around! My hitting sucked! My fielding sucked! It was just not a good day. Usually if I'm off with hitting my fielding is on. Or if my fielding is off my hitting kicks ass but not today. To make it even worse a friend of mine played on the team as well so it was the first time he's seen me play at all. I'm sure next time I talk to him he's going to harass the living hell out of me. Plus it didn't help that I screwed up driving and went the wrong way twice...lol so he kind of kept shaking his head at me for that. Plus it was funny cause at one time I was up to bat and he said something to me like come on and called me by my nickname. Well this little kid who was someone's kid on the other team (maybe 4 or 5)...was like yeah come on such and such! I busted up laughing. Some people who know me might wonder who the other person was and ha you'll have to ask to find out just because I feel like making ya. =o) So as you can see today for part of it was just a bad day for me. Ugh! This week I'll definitely be doing some batting practice and even some fielding practice because that was just horrible today.
And yikes I soo have not done my "homework" yet for my next therapy session. It's partially because I really haven't had any situations pop up that fit into it. I mean I can think of some from the past so I might write those out and hopefully that'll be good enough. It's basically like you write out a situation (action) and then the thoughts you had about it. Then you kind of go about what emotions it made you feel and then you think about what evidence there was to support how you felt. Then you turn around and try to make a rational statement since usually your first statement wasn't rational. Say like you pass a friend and normally anytime you see them they say hi. Well this time they don't say hi or anything and you might instantly be like damn what the hell is their problem? Or why are they being so rude? Or stuff like that which for the most part isn't rational because hey maybe they didn't see you or they are having a bad day or are just busy and can't talk. That's where you turn it into the rational by going oh so and so didn't say hi to me but they just might be busy. This way you don't turn around and get mad or upset with them. You kind of give that benefit of a doubt.
Which it also works for depression bouts because this way you aren't further beating yourself into that depression by thinking stuff like I shouldn't feel this way or I'm never going to feel happy. You turn those thoughts into it's okay I feel like this because I won't always feel this way or eventually I'll feel better. It helps and it really does make you feel better. I'm kind of shocked that it's like that. Unfortunately there's not a whole lot to report.
Friday did the bar crawl with a bunch of people. The first bar sucked because it was just so low key and quiet and not us. The next was like almost a metal bar that looked more like someone's basement. Me and Elle got our ass whooped in foosball! That's the devil! But it's always scary if a bar is serving PBR!! I mean what the hell???? Then we went to this bar called Iggys which wasn't too bad despite being hot as hell. And now sadly I am going to put this in writing for all to read...yes Elle WHOOPED my ass in air hockey! I'm usually not bad at air hockey and I'm sure being a bit buzzed didn't help but still she whooped my ass big time! But that's okay cause she whooped Adrian's ass too. So I don't feel as bad. I got pretty buzzed at that bar since I had like 3 strong Absolut and red bulls there plus a shot. From there it was into the cars and over to another bar. Had a huge Absolut and Red bull in a cup that is usually just for beers. Elle and I decided some leis there were too nice to leave so yeah Bitch got me down one. LOL Mine's hanging up on the corner of a picture right now. Then we hit another bar where I almost smacked this chick and this dude. The dude because he was a rude ass and came up to Elle only to look at her tits, smile and then get pissed at her when she wasn't happy with him staring at her tits. So yeah I glared at him a bit. LOL Then 3 of us were in line for the bathroom and these 3 sluts come up and are like we're next in line. We were like uh no. "Well my boyfriend runs this bar and I'll have you guys thrown out". I looked at her and was like go right ahead. So she ran off to get her boyfriend. He came back and funny but I didn't see her again. LOL!! He like threw his arm around me and was like I just want everyone to have a good time and get along. I was like dude honestly I don't care if you did throw me out I'll just hit another bar. He was like nah I just want everyone to have a good time. LOL Bet it pissed her off when she saw that.
Then from there we hit Paninis and basically headed home after that. I got home and finally crashed about 4, then about 5 my phone woke me up. Then I was stuck wide awake about 9:30 which sucked ass! Saturday went to a friend's birthday party and had a lot of fun with the bonfire. Kept throwing the wood on there and watching the fire. Haha pyro freak in me came out I guess. Then today was softball and yeah that was pretty much my weekend.
And yikes I soo have not done my "homework" yet for my next therapy session. It's partially because I really haven't had any situations pop up that fit into it. I mean I can think of some from the past so I might write those out and hopefully that'll be good enough. It's basically like you write out a situation (action) and then the thoughts you had about it. Then you kind of go about what emotions it made you feel and then you think about what evidence there was to support how you felt. Then you turn around and try to make a rational statement since usually your first statement wasn't rational. Say like you pass a friend and normally anytime you see them they say hi. Well this time they don't say hi or anything and you might instantly be like damn what the hell is their problem? Or why are they being so rude? Or stuff like that which for the most part isn't rational because hey maybe they didn't see you or they are having a bad day or are just busy and can't talk. That's where you turn it into the rational by going oh so and so didn't say hi to me but they just might be busy. This way you don't turn around and get mad or upset with them. You kind of give that benefit of a doubt.
Which it also works for depression bouts because this way you aren't further beating yourself into that depression by thinking stuff like I shouldn't feel this way or I'm never going to feel happy. You turn those thoughts into it's okay I feel like this because I won't always feel this way or eventually I'll feel better. It helps and it really does make you feel better. I'm kind of shocked that it's like that. Unfortunately there's not a whole lot to report.
Friday did the bar crawl with a bunch of people. The first bar sucked because it was just so low key and quiet and not us. The next was like almost a metal bar that looked more like someone's basement. Me and Elle got our ass whooped in foosball! That's the devil! But it's always scary if a bar is serving PBR!! I mean what the hell???? Then we went to this bar called Iggys which wasn't too bad despite being hot as hell. And now sadly I am going to put this in writing for all to read...yes Elle WHOOPED my ass in air hockey! I'm usually not bad at air hockey and I'm sure being a bit buzzed didn't help but still she whooped my ass big time! But that's okay cause she whooped Adrian's ass too. So I don't feel as bad. I got pretty buzzed at that bar since I had like 3 strong Absolut and red bulls there plus a shot. From there it was into the cars and over to another bar. Had a huge Absolut and Red bull in a cup that is usually just for beers. Elle and I decided some leis there were too nice to leave so yeah Bitch got me down one. LOL Mine's hanging up on the corner of a picture right now. Then we hit another bar where I almost smacked this chick and this dude. The dude because he was a rude ass and came up to Elle only to look at her tits, smile and then get pissed at her when she wasn't happy with him staring at her tits. So yeah I glared at him a bit. LOL Then 3 of us were in line for the bathroom and these 3 sluts come up and are like we're next in line. We were like uh no. "Well my boyfriend runs this bar and I'll have you guys thrown out". I looked at her and was like go right ahead. So she ran off to get her boyfriend. He came back and funny but I didn't see her again. LOL!! He like threw his arm around me and was like I just want everyone to have a good time and get along. I was like dude honestly I don't care if you did throw me out I'll just hit another bar. He was like nah I just want everyone to have a good time. LOL Bet it pissed her off when she saw that.
Then from there we hit Paninis and basically headed home after that. I got home and finally crashed about 4, then about 5 my phone woke me up. Then I was stuck wide awake about 9:30 which sucked ass! Saturday went to a friend's birthday party and had a lot of fun with the bonfire. Kept throwing the wood on there and watching the fire. Haha pyro freak in me came out I guess. Then today was softball and yeah that was pretty much my weekend.
posted by Missy D at 7:09 PM
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I wanna live your life for a few days when you go party!!! Sounds like you had a good time :wink wink:
Gotta love Elle and those boobies they will get you anywhere!
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