No more drama

I still can't believe that it's June already. In about 5 and 1/2 months I'll be 27. It's so crazy how this year is just flying by. Almost like a blur even though so much has gone on this year. Then to think about what was going on this time last year. I mean I was getting all excited about my trip to Vegas for my school reunion and the chance to see old friends again. It almost seems unreal to think it's almost been a year since that trip. Almost mind blowing really when you think about how it seems like not that long ago that we were ringing in another new year and now the year is like half over. Speaking of trips I just realized I need to find my one journal. I have a written journal that I started, hmm, probably 4 or 5 years ago. There's not a lot in it. I've only written in it when I went on trips. It was just my way to capture my feelings and thoughts on the trips. There's a section for my family trip to Disney World/Florida, another part for my trip to Pittsburgh for work, a part for my trip to Philadelphia to visit my one best friend there and of course a part on my trip to Vegas. It's funny because it's one of those black/white marbeled composition books. I think I know where it is but I'll still have to check and see if I'm write about that or not.

Unfortunately I haven't been playing much softball this year. Just too much was going on and time ran out before I could get things together for a team. Although this fall or next spring/summer I will be back to playing just as much as before. Although it is a little nice of not having to wake up at like 8:30 on a Sunday morning after having been partying the night before. Hungover softball when it's like 80-90 and humid as can be is NOT fun. LOL I'm eventually going to use the time to work on my dad's old bike which could become mine. I want to redo the paint on it and have to finish removing the old turn signals and installing the new ones.

I've also been trying to get rid of drama in my life. There are people who just always bring about drama and I don't need that. I have enough on my own without anyone deciding to donate to the drama fund. I've also been learning how to quickly look at a situation and cause the least drama for myself. Like last weekend I basically said nothing and didn't defend myself in a situation because that was the way to get the least amount of drama. If I had defended myself things would have just been worse since the other people involved were drunk and overreacting to it all. I've learned more over the past year or so of not letting people walk all over me. I did that long enough in my life and no more. I know I've still got a lot more to learn and change, but for the most part I'm glad of who I am and the person I've become. Unfortunately I should get back to actually working. LOL