We're going to fight...
Well hell...somehow the last post I did...did go through but it never showed as going through on my computer! {shakes head} Oh well...too late now.
Not sure if it's my computer or this website of a combination of the two...but one of them or both is going to get it from me here shortly. Twice now I've sat down and wrote out a nice entry and spent all the time writing it only to hit that save button and HA! the webpage timed out and I lost everything. See with another site I write on (one that I try to remain completely anonymous) I usually hit copy and copy what I write in case that happens then I'm safe but with this site you can't. And I'm really pissed I lost the entry earlier today because it really meant a lot to me. It really came from the heart for a lot of things. And right now I don't have the energy or desire to even attempt to re-write it. So this will have to do instead. I'm waiting around right now waiting to get a call. We're supposed to be hitting the bar but...I don't want to. I know that's odd. Me not wanting to go to the bar on a Friday night?? Stop the presses! But see the entry I had wrote before would have explained it so now you'll have to get the short version. Last night a friend's sister (and I knew her sister and would consider her sister a friend of mine or at least a new friend) had a heart attack at the age of 25/26 since today was to be her birthday. Needless to say it was really bad and she got life flighted downtown to a better hospital but it was already too late. This morning she was declared brain dead and now she's gone.
One of those hard lessons where life reminds you that it's too short sometimes and that you really do need to make the most of it. It's a reminder that you shouldn't hold back what you feel and think, even if it might not be the popular thing or might hurt someone a little bit. They deserve to know because not knowing and wondering is sometimes worse on people. I mean think about how you feel when you're stuck wondering and you got a million questions in your mind because you wonder maybe this and maybe that and you never know for sure. Yeah the final answer might not be the one you want but it's better then the million questions and the not knowing. So my point is...don't put things off. Tomorrow might not be there. I mean maybe it will be for you. But it might not be for the other people involved. And you just gotta start living and sometimes by living that doesn't mean partying and trying to live it up so to speak. Sometimes living means actually making a life and doing something with it, doing something that in the end you can say yeah I made something out of my life. So here's to hoping that this entry sticks.
Not sure if it's my computer or this website of a combination of the two...but one of them or both is going to get it from me here shortly. Twice now I've sat down and wrote out a nice entry and spent all the time writing it only to hit that save button and HA! the webpage timed out and I lost everything. See with another site I write on (one that I try to remain completely anonymous) I usually hit copy and copy what I write in case that happens then I'm safe but with this site you can't. And I'm really pissed I lost the entry earlier today because it really meant a lot to me. It really came from the heart for a lot of things. And right now I don't have the energy or desire to even attempt to re-write it. So this will have to do instead. I'm waiting around right now waiting to get a call. We're supposed to be hitting the bar but...I don't want to. I know that's odd. Me not wanting to go to the bar on a Friday night?? Stop the presses! But see the entry I had wrote before would have explained it so now you'll have to get the short version. Last night a friend's sister (and I knew her sister and would consider her sister a friend of mine or at least a new friend) had a heart attack at the age of 25/26 since today was to be her birthday. Needless to say it was really bad and she got life flighted downtown to a better hospital but it was already too late. This morning she was declared brain dead and now she's gone.
One of those hard lessons where life reminds you that it's too short sometimes and that you really do need to make the most of it. It's a reminder that you shouldn't hold back what you feel and think, even if it might not be the popular thing or might hurt someone a little bit. They deserve to know because not knowing and wondering is sometimes worse on people. I mean think about how you feel when you're stuck wondering and you got a million questions in your mind because you wonder maybe this and maybe that and you never know for sure. Yeah the final answer might not be the one you want but it's better then the million questions and the not knowing. So my point is...don't put things off. Tomorrow might not be there. I mean maybe it will be for you. But it might not be for the other people involved. And you just gotta start living and sometimes by living that doesn't mean partying and trying to live it up so to speak. Sometimes living means actually making a life and doing something with it, doing something that in the end you can say yeah I made something out of my life. So here's to hoping that this entry sticks.
posted by Missy D at 10:02 PM
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