Wow it's been a while...

I see it's been just a little while since I last stumbled across this blog to update it. Sorry about that but kind of been busy. And who knows how long this update will be since I'm not feeling great right now. I've got a lot on my mind (haha what else is new, right?) and plus I'm fighting a cold. Actually last night I think the cold win and kicked my ass because for 3 hours I could not stop coughing. And let me tell you that is not fun. I'm shocked I'm not inside out now from all the coughing. It was one of those coughs where nothing was helping because I kept trying to take cough medicine to coat my throat but no help. I was coughing so hard that I was almost getting sick to my stomach but at the same time it was just killing my throat and my eyes were watering to the point I looked like I was crying. LOL Yeah I was in sad shape. But hey at least I can talk more today then I could last night. I lost my voice Friday night which was not a good thing. See last night was the first time for SFB to meet Tim and vice versa or whatever you want to say and when you're the one that knows both people and the common bond they have...it's not good when you can't talk a lot to try and break the ice. Needless to say I feel bad for how the night went. I mean it wasn't a completely bad night but I just know it could have been a lot better. Even another friend of mine, Bill, mentioned how it's a lot more fun when I can actually talk. I agree. You could say I'm kind of the life of the party for our little group for some odd reason. If I get in a bad mood it seems to bring the whole group down. And if I can't talk...lol well it doesn't go well.

But the main reason it sucks is because both Tim and SFB are important people in my lives and I wanted them to get a good chance to see why I value the other one being in my life. Maybe they already know, who knows. There were interesting moments of the night though. Some funny ones. But it definitely wasn't a great night and I'll take the blame for that.

So work is still work. I'm no longer the coach which hey is less stress for me. I could have done the job for any other boss but it's a little hard to do a job when it's obvious the boss doesn't want you to do the job. Plus I know I don't want to stick around in this job for long. I need to move onto something that really means something to me. What that is I'm not sure of yet but I'll figure it out sooner or later. What else is new...hmm. Softball is around the corner! :) That's always a good thing if you ask me. It'll be good to get on the field and get some frustrations out that way. Plus it'll help to try and keep me out of trouble. Oh well let me wrap this up and go take some more medicine and try to get this stupid cold back under control like I had it before last night. Plus I get to go to a wedding in June. One of my best friends from back in Belgium is getting married. I'm so happy for her. She's an awesome girl and hopefully this guy is worthy of being in her life and becoming the father of her child. But it'll be cool to see her since the last time I saw her was probably back in like 1999 or 2000 I think. So anyway until next time...keep it real.